Heyya.....
It has been 6 months since I lived a vulgar life like this😂😂😂 So like a month from now, my college life or uni life will begin. I got offered from Matrix, Uitm Dengkil and Mara. For sure, I had rejected my matrix offer before I wrote this. And I'm still in daze in making the right choice. I don't know which one to choose whether to go on Uitm Dengkil or Kolej Mara Kuala Nerang. Both of them offered me to do foundation in science.
In my opinion both of them have their own pros and cons.
KMKN
They offered me YTP scholarship for 5 consecutive years but I have to pay back later on. It is more like loan instead of scholarship I reckon. If only I could maintain my cgpa with 3.5 and above, then I don't have to pay the vast amount of it but just 10% of it. But even that 10% could cost me 150,000 ringgit.
The cost didn't hit me at first.. One thing that makes me think twice is that the "Can I survive".
Yeah can I even survive there. I'm scared. Frightened of something like this. Some people said "KMKN is the best, the best place to learn" n some also said " It was so hard here that I have to struggle till death, the way of learn is just like pursuing a doctorate degree".
U know what, my greatest obstacle I have faced in life is study. At first I didn't realize it till I went to boarding school. I was one of the second last intake students in MRSM. I begun my life there on June 13th.. the syllabi were the same of course. but the medium language was differ. which took me few weeks maybe to adapt it. In RPK we used Bahasa for all subjects but in MRSM we used Eng for all subjects except PAI. It was hard for me at first, I could not understand the terms in textbook, I had to read one page for many times in other to understand it and of course I couldn't focus in my class😂.
My life was too hectic there. but Alhamdulilah for all my blood,sweat and tears that I spilled turned gold.
One great thing about YTP is u already know what ur future will be if u score lah😅 n u don't have to learn physic because u already dropped it😆- only for fsc. if fist, vice versa..
UITM
THE RETURN OF BESERIANS😂Most of my classmates got offered from UITM.. n it looks like we will have a big reunion there lol. Uitm is a great place to study, warm and cozy, one of suburb place of course. near to pekan, can travel with friends anywhere,everywhere n any time.
But...yeah I have to take ptptn loan. I have to struggle and strive. Satu keje lagi nak kene apply upu after I finish my foundation😞n I couldn't foresee my future because I have to strive for AT LEAST 4.0 cgpa if I want to become a doctor laa. hmm what is my ambition again?😯
couldn't brain at all, I want to become a doctor but of course doctor comes with big responsibility n stress. I wanted to become an architect but I have zero art based.This is madness. I have never learnt art in high school.
I have low chances to become a doctor in public university but have big chances in private university if I strive real hard.
Still couldn't decide even my points are more to Mara😂
p/s : If u have a tips in improving english skills, mind to comment or email me. thank u
( please don't include stg like reading novels or books bcause I hate reading😂😂 but I love to read autobiography novels like "When breath becomes air". Tbh I didn't finish it yet😅)
